Have you heard of the Phenomenon that is Cat Marnell? She used to work for xoJane as Beauty Editor. She talks Openly about her Use of Prescription Amphetamines and PCP. She writes for VICE now. People say she's a Talented Writer.
She is a Talented Writer, Yeah, but the Rest
of it makes me unComfortable.
I read as Much as I could find of Cat Marnell's xoJane Stuff. Can the Girl's Life Style be
sustained? I wonder. She is unaShamed, but what about those of us watching
what looks like proLonged Suicide? Though I admire Cat's Pluck, as a Reader of her Work, I feel if I don't try to help, I am Complicit.
I'm not going to use this Article to tell Cat to
get Clean(er), though I think that would be a Good Idea. I'm going to try and get at the Roots of the Problem. That's
what I do. Once I get to the Roots, I can pull out the Poison Plant.
I enjoy
watching Cat Marnell act out of Line with Meek and Empathic
Feminine Roles ( she is Brash, she Parties, she looks Hot ). I am saddened by her Work because her Addiction
Situation seems a Little ... Hopeless. Cat Marnell does not want to
change but staying on the Course she's on now will lead her to a Similar Fate as Edie Sedgwick, One of Cat's Worldly inSpirations, and mine too.
More so than me, however, Cat Marnell is Edie Sedgwick, 2012. That's at Least 40 Years post Feminism, so lets see how Things stack up. Like Edie Sedgwick, Cat Marnell is an “
Amphetamine Socialite. ” A Young Lady hanging in Hip Club / Art Circles of NYC, doing Speed, wearing Fashionable Clothes, caring about her Looks and being doted on by Men for her Manic Pixie Qualities. What Cat Marnell has over Edie Sedgwick, however, and we can thank Feminism for, is that while Edie had no Career beyond Warhol's inFatuation with her, Cat Marnell writes Articles about her Life from her Perspective. Nonetheless, Both Amphetamine Socialites remain the Victims of Xploitative Patriarchy as we shall see at Length.
These Two Things are connected, a Lady's being on Speed and her being a Socialite. Cat Marnell has said her Addiction to Speed began because her Father, a Shrink,
sent her Adderall in the Mail when she was a TeenAger. Wow. Okay. So. Lazy Sell out Dad attempts to drug his Blooming TeenAge Daughter into what he
imagines will be Submission ( that sounds Familiar, where have I heard that before? ), instead he gets Addiction. Oops. Sorry, Kiddo. When she was at Boarding School, Cat
Marnell's Father sent her Drugs in stead of Love, False Control in stead of True Acceptance. No
Wonder Cat has a Hard Time letting go of the Drugs.
Oh, of Course. Cat Marnell's Descent into Addiction mirrors Edie Sedgwick's. Edie Sedgwick's Dependence on Drugs was created because her Wealthy, Overly Flirtatious Father drugged her with Prescription Pills and locked her in her Room for Days on end when her Rebellious and Sxe TeenAge Years came on.
I believe there is Blame to be laid in the Case of the Self-Destructive Amphetamine Socialite, and it ought to be placed on Patriarchy, the Idea that a Man owns or has Dominion over a Lady ( his Daughter, for Xample ) and that a Lady is noThing but the Sum of her Physical Parts in so Far as those are Useful or Desirable to Men ( the Beauty inDustry is Predicated on this Ideology ). This is the Idea that a Lady's Natural, Sxualized Self can be or should be repressed or controlled or xploited by a Man, Often, "for her Own Good," by whatever Means are Available, like Drugs.
Now let's talk about Consumer Capitalism's Role in the Persona of the Amphetamine Socialite. Consumer Capitalism is a Patriarchal Pyramidal Ideology that thrives on the Notion that Beauty and Happiness are to be bought with Money, a Notion that is eSpeically Appealing to People who have Never been given Love Free for their Authentic Selves. Girls betrayed by their Fathers, made to feel Dirty in their Authentic ( Feminine ) Selves, like Edie Sedgwick and Cat Marnell, are prone to become Fashionistas, Girls who Base a Large Part of their Social Identities in their Superficially Sxual Appearance ( who remembers Just like a Woman? ). Money can buy Beauty via Cat's Coveted Perfumes, or Edie's Trademark Dresses, it can also buy a False Kind of Happiness, with those Amphetamines, but these Commodities cannot help what Truly torments these Girls - the Lack of Supportive Love they received in their Youths. So, the Desire for Constant Attention from the Media and for a Party Environment by the Amphetamine Socialite is an Attempt to replace Love denied in Formative Years. The Turning away from Society that the Amphetamine Socialite Ritually goes through can be seen as the reOccuring Conscious or subConscious Realization that this Kind of Love, given for a Falsified Version of the Girl ( the Girl as Body on Drugs ), is also False.
The Amphetamine Socialite is a Patriarchally Thwarted ( Low Self-Esteem caused by Abuse in Childhood causes Addiction and an inFatuation with Beauty Products intended to hide Emotional Wounding ) Creative Lady ( hence the Amphetamine Socialite's Perpetual, Easy Charm and Talent in the Arts ). Here is how this happens : imagining that the Male is Superior to the Lady, that she is but a Body that belongs under his Control, an Ideology acted out on by Cat Marnell's and Edie Sedgwick's Fathers, creates disCord in the Growing Creative Girl. The Creative Girl wants her Father to love her, yet she feels she has no Control over her Life, and no Freedom of Xpression, because he has taken these from her, or is preventing her from xpressing her Self Authentically ( by drugging her, threatening her, or treating her with disRespect ). Because of the Lack of Positive Affection she has received from a Masculine Role Model for her Authentic Self, the Growing Creative Girl feels that her Only Value lies in her Feminine Looks and Emotional Submissiveness, the Abusive Patriarchal Male's Favorite Cocktail. So the Creative Girl begins channeling her Energy into meeting these Standards, even if they are not her Own.
Creative by Nature, however, the repressed Amphetamine Socialite craves inDependence and Freedom. Hence - Eating disOrders, Common to the Amphetamine Socialite ( you can kill Four Birds with One Stone with an Eating disOrder : look More Attractive to Men by making your Self Slender; drain yourSelf of Energy, making you Submissive; regain a Sense of Control over your Life via the Denial of Food to yourSelf by yourSelf; and prevent the Man from emPregnating you by denying your Self Nutrients, thereby, thwarting his Plans to use you as a Breeding Machine ). Drug Addiction is anOther Means of lets call it "Negative Freedom" ( neutralizes the Sx Drive and makes you feel like you have SomeThing in your Life besides of Men, but, as Drug Addiction becomes entangled with One's Sense of Self, it becomes that Much for Difficult to love the Self sans Drugs, as this has been given so Little Freedom to develop ), as are Borderline-Style Behavior Tantrums, aka "Hysteria." An Eating disOrder, like a Drug Addiction, like Hysteria, creates the imPression that the Amphetamine Socailite is out of our Control. She is Compensating for the Truth, which is that the Amphetamine Socialite suffers because SomeOne else has taken Control of herSelf away from her.
Further Proof Marnell's Addiction & Self Esteem Problems stem from Patriarchal oppression in Childhood and Adolescence here
Which brings me to VICE Magazine, who, after xoJane asked that she get Help for her Addictions and Cat Marnell refused and lost her Job, picked the unRepentant Drug Addict up for a Collumn called Amphetamine Logic.
Some herStory : as a Young Writer, say 19 through the First Half of 23, I idolized VICE Magazine. I wanted to write for them, just like Cat Marnell is doing now. But SomeThing nagged at me, throughout those Years, about my Favorite Magazine, though it took me that Long to figure out what it was. VICE Magazine is Bigoted. It is preJudiced in Favor of the cisSxual, if biCurious, Caucasian Male, and this creates Problems for Every Reader who isn't a cisSxual, biCurious Caucasian Male ( homoSxual Males are treated as Other by VICE Magazine, though they are afforded the Most Respect of those who are not cisSxual Caucasian Males, Likely because of the Latter's biCuriosity ). Considering that I am a biCurious ( I swing either Way, but prefer Males ) Caucasian Lady, and that the Phenomenon of the Amphetamine Socialites occurs Predominantly amongst biCuri Caucasian Ladies ( this is why I'm writing about it ), and finds its Root in an oppressive Patriarchy of the Xact Kind VICE Magazine is trading in ( the Rule of the cisSxual Caucasian Male over EveryBody else on the Planet ), this seems like a Good Place to discuss, within the Lens of my Xperiences, the Issues I have with VICE Magazine.
Oh, of Course. Cat Marnell's Descent into Addiction mirrors Edie Sedgwick's. Edie Sedgwick's Dependence on Drugs was created because her Wealthy, Overly Flirtatious Father drugged her with Prescription Pills and locked her in her Room for Days on end when her Rebellious and Sxe TeenAge Years came on.
I believe there is Blame to be laid in the Case of the Self-Destructive Amphetamine Socialite, and it ought to be placed on Patriarchy, the Idea that a Man owns or has Dominion over a Lady ( his Daughter, for Xample ) and that a Lady is noThing but the Sum of her Physical Parts in so Far as those are Useful or Desirable to Men ( the Beauty inDustry is Predicated on this Ideology ). This is the Idea that a Lady's Natural, Sxualized Self can be or should be repressed or controlled or xploited by a Man, Often, "for her Own Good," by whatever Means are Available, like Drugs.
Now let's talk about Consumer Capitalism's Role in the Persona of the Amphetamine Socialite. Consumer Capitalism is a Patriarchal Pyramidal Ideology that thrives on the Notion that Beauty and Happiness are to be bought with Money, a Notion that is eSpeically Appealing to People who have Never been given Love Free for their Authentic Selves. Girls betrayed by their Fathers, made to feel Dirty in their Authentic ( Feminine ) Selves, like Edie Sedgwick and Cat Marnell, are prone to become Fashionistas, Girls who Base a Large Part of their Social Identities in their Superficially Sxual Appearance ( who remembers Just like a Woman? ). Money can buy Beauty via Cat's Coveted Perfumes, or Edie's Trademark Dresses, it can also buy a False Kind of Happiness, with those Amphetamines, but these Commodities cannot help what Truly torments these Girls - the Lack of Supportive Love they received in their Youths. So, the Desire for Constant Attention from the Media and for a Party Environment by the Amphetamine Socialite is an Attempt to replace Love denied in Formative Years. The Turning away from Society that the Amphetamine Socialite Ritually goes through can be seen as the reOccuring Conscious or subConscious Realization that this Kind of Love, given for a Falsified Version of the Girl ( the Girl as Body on Drugs ), is also False.
The Amphetamine Socialite is a Patriarchally Thwarted ( Low Self-Esteem caused by Abuse in Childhood causes Addiction and an inFatuation with Beauty Products intended to hide Emotional Wounding ) Creative Lady ( hence the Amphetamine Socialite's Perpetual, Easy Charm and Talent in the Arts ). Here is how this happens : imagining that the Male is Superior to the Lady, that she is but a Body that belongs under his Control, an Ideology acted out on by Cat Marnell's and Edie Sedgwick's Fathers, creates disCord in the Growing Creative Girl. The Creative Girl wants her Father to love her, yet she feels she has no Control over her Life, and no Freedom of Xpression, because he has taken these from her, or is preventing her from xpressing her Self Authentically ( by drugging her, threatening her, or treating her with disRespect ). Because of the Lack of Positive Affection she has received from a Masculine Role Model for her Authentic Self, the Growing Creative Girl feels that her Only Value lies in her Feminine Looks and Emotional Submissiveness, the Abusive Patriarchal Male's Favorite Cocktail. So the Creative Girl begins channeling her Energy into meeting these Standards, even if they are not her Own.
Creative by Nature, however, the repressed Amphetamine Socialite craves inDependence and Freedom. Hence - Eating disOrders, Common to the Amphetamine Socialite ( you can kill Four Birds with One Stone with an Eating disOrder : look More Attractive to Men by making your Self Slender; drain yourSelf of Energy, making you Submissive; regain a Sense of Control over your Life via the Denial of Food to yourSelf by yourSelf; and prevent the Man from emPregnating you by denying your Self Nutrients, thereby, thwarting his Plans to use you as a Breeding Machine ). Drug Addiction is anOther Means of lets call it "Negative Freedom" ( neutralizes the Sx Drive and makes you feel like you have SomeThing in your Life besides of Men, but, as Drug Addiction becomes entangled with One's Sense of Self, it becomes that Much for Difficult to love the Self sans Drugs, as this has been given so Little Freedom to develop ), as are Borderline-Style Behavior Tantrums, aka "Hysteria." An Eating disOrder, like a Drug Addiction, like Hysteria, creates the imPression that the Amphetamine Socailite is out of our Control. She is Compensating for the Truth, which is that the Amphetamine Socialite suffers because SomeOne else has taken Control of herSelf away from her.
Further Proof Marnell's Addiction & Self Esteem Problems stem from Patriarchal oppression in Childhood and Adolescence here
Which brings me to VICE Magazine, who, after xoJane asked that she get Help for her Addictions and Cat Marnell refused and lost her Job, picked the unRepentant Drug Addict up for a Collumn called Amphetamine Logic.
Some herStory : as a Young Writer, say 19 through the First Half of 23, I idolized VICE Magazine. I wanted to write for them, just like Cat Marnell is doing now. But SomeThing nagged at me, throughout those Years, about my Favorite Magazine, though it took me that Long to figure out what it was. VICE Magazine is Bigoted. It is preJudiced in Favor of the cisSxual, if biCurious, Caucasian Male, and this creates Problems for Every Reader who isn't a cisSxual, biCurious Caucasian Male ( homoSxual Males are treated as Other by VICE Magazine, though they are afforded the Most Respect of those who are not cisSxual Caucasian Males, Likely because of the Latter's biCuriosity ). Considering that I am a biCurious ( I swing either Way, but prefer Males ) Caucasian Lady, and that the Phenomenon of the Amphetamine Socialites occurs Predominantly amongst biCuri Caucasian Ladies ( this is why I'm writing about it ), and finds its Root in an oppressive Patriarchy of the Xact Kind VICE Magazine is trading in ( the Rule of the cisSxual Caucasian Male over EveryBody else on the Planet ), this seems like a Good Place to discuss, within the Lens of my Xperiences, the Issues I have with VICE Magazine.
As a Young Lady, I believe that VICE Magazine is taking Advantage of
Cat Marnell. That they are cheering her on in her Self Destruction because it brings Readers to their Magazine.
That VICE Magazine is letting Cat Marnell destroy her Self for their's and Others' Entertainments. That they are using her like
Patriarchy has Men use Ladies : as Objects for their Pleasure. The Wound in Cat Marnell that needs Love and Healing is not what VICE Magazine is inTerested in. It's the Controversy surrounding her they want, like Flies.
Throughout VICE Magazine, I see Evidence that Ladies are treated as Accessories, the Sxe Attachements of the Men, indicating the Status of the Males, not in an Obvious Way All the Time, in a Subtle Way Most of the Time, but Pervasively.
from the 'Party Naked' Photoshoot
Throughout VICE Magazine, I see Evidence that Ladies are treated as Accessories, the Sxe Attachements of the Men, indicating the Status of the Males, not in an Obvious Way All the Time, in a Subtle Way Most of the Time, but Pervasively.
from the 'Party Naked' Photoshoot
For the Most Part, like PlayBoy Magazine, VICE Magazine is a Men's Pleasure Magazine. The Moral, Aesthetic and Politikal Ideologies of the Magazine are therefore Moral, Aesthetic and Politikal Ideas that favor the cis Male's Pleasure. UnLike PlayBoy Magazine, however, VICE Magazine does not admit to being a Men's Pleasure Magazine. Rather, it heads itsSelf under the Banner "The Definitive Guide to Enlightening Information" and employs a Number of Lady Writers. A Recent inFatuation with the Phenomenon of "Girls" ( reflective of the Rise of "GirlKore," the Artistic Genre chronicling Feminist Liberation ) by the Magazine, does not change the Fact that the Magazine is Sxist. For Xample : "Girl News" is the Name of One of these Recent "Girl" Columns. As if All Other News ... weren't "Girl," Somehow ...
The Three Biggest "Girl" Names at VICE, Cat Marnell, Megan Boyle, and Marie Calloway, are 1 ) the Patriarichally Victimized Amphetamine Socialite, 2 ) the Lady who's Marriage to a More Famous Male Writer catapulted her Literary Career and 3) the Girl who whose Short Story about having Sx with a More Famous Male Writer catapulted her Literary Career. InTeresting, isn't it?
Female Fighters of Kudistan, a Self-Congratulating Bit of Open Mindedness, is reported on by a Male, as if to say, these Ladies, from Other Cultures, can be viewed as Parallel to us Males through their Use of Guns ( also, their Country's oppressive Regime is Worth Fighting against, but not ours -
From Riot Girls, Literally [ Really? Literally? ]
), Things are Different, here in the Western World. In North America we treat Girls like this :
100th Issue, 100 Girls -
We tag and catalog them!
Archival Girls -
We place them in a sub Serviant Position and Sxually objectify them!
Medicated
We medicate them ( into submission )!
Why are there so Few Sxualized Photos, like these, of cis Males in VICE Magazine?
Why is it Most EveryTime a Man shows up Naked and Eroticized in VICE Magazine, its because he's Gay?
The VICE Guide to being Gay
Bears vs. Vikings
Please note how the Gays are given an "Object of Affection" for their Pictures whereas with the Girls, the Camera is the Object of Affection.

It's our Ommissions that say the Most. VICE Magazine reflects the View Point, looks through the Eyes of, so to Speak, a cisSxual, if biCurious, Caucasian Male.
This Cover sums it up. VICE Magazine is the cisSxual, if biCuri, Caucasian Male who believes his Perspective to be the Most God-like. Perspectives besides his are reduced to Figures in his Dreams and reflect his Ideals. The Fiery Eyes and Nervous Sweat show that despite the White cis Male's ( Self Perceived ) omniPotence, he is consumed with a Guilty Lust. Note the AirPlane flying into his Head as into a World Trade Tower.
Which is to say, All Sxual Personae but the cisSxual biCurious Cacausian Male are set up, in Photographs and in Articles in VICE Magazine, in the General Aesthetic Sensibility of VICE Magazine, as "Other," and therefore, as Gawkable, Judgeable, or Lesser to the cis Male's.
VICE Magazine's Articles on / by Girls are but Nods to their Feminine Audience, who have no where else to Turn for a Certain irReverence of Spirit / Drug Talk ( as seen by Cat Marnell's being fired from xoJane ) These Articles, however, are Treated as Catchy Add ons to the Dominating cisSxual biCuri Male Aesthetic ( That's why our "News" is in with the "Stuff " ). The Articles on "Girls" in VICE Magazine bolster StereoTypes / help Guys get laid / set a Precedent of subServiant Alternative Girl-Tude Other Girls can emulate.
Girls are not being treated, by VICE Magazine, like Equals.
Nor is Any One, Really, but the cisSxual, biCurious, Caucasian Male!
Girls are being treated, by VICE Magazine, like Xpendable Fuck Toys. Well-Dressed Xpendable Fuck Toys that say Witty Things and come in More Diverse Body Shapes than in your Average Men's Pleasure Magazine, but Xpendable Fuck Toys Nonetheless, their Value reduced to the Sum Total of their Fuckableness and their Willingness to conform to the Moral, Aesthetic and Political Standards set by the Men directing the Content of the Magazine. There are no Ladies challenging Men or Male Domination in VICE Magazine. There are Ladies who live up to Standards set by Men so they can hang around them.
So, Cat Marnell talks about her Amphetamine Addiction as if it were her Feminist Liberation. As if her Right to be a Fashionable Drug Addict is Freedom of Xpression. The Problem here is
not Cat Marnell's Defense of Freedom of Speech, which is Fine and Dandy, but her Drug Addiction, which, in its Essence, suggests she is relying on Forces outside of her Self to direct the Course of her Life. Not so Much Feminist Liberation, that.
And VICE Magazine swoops in and promotes Marnell after xoJane fires her as if she were the Greatest Thing to hit Lit for Chicks, 2012 As if her Drug Addiction were Part of this. Because it's what makes her so Cool and Different and Dangerous and Raw and Honest, Right? I have to ask mySelf, for Culture's Sake, is Drug Addiction how we want Young Girls to go about being taken Seriously by Men? Is an Obvious Drug Addict Really VICE Magazine's Idea of a Hot Young Lady Writer? What does that say when creating a Dependence on Drugs is a Primary Tactic used by Pimps to make Young Ladies Dependent them so they can xploit the Girls for Money? Cat Marnell is Honest about her Addiction, yeah, but she is an Addict living an unHealthy and ( having read All her Columns ) unHappy Life. She can do what she wants, but what does she want? Is being an Addict and a Bulimic and a Self-Loathing Narcissist Any Fun beyond the Controversy it generates? Is Cat Marnell's Persona put on for her Good, or for the Good of the Patriarchal Media Establishment in the Same Way Ladies have been, throughout ourStory, reduced to their Value for Others? Either Way, in so Far as, in her Drug Addiction, Bulimia, Beauty Product inFatuation and Self-Loathing Narcissism, Cat Marnell does not act for herSelf but for Others, Cat Marnell is not a Good Role Model for Young Girls. You may disAgree, but I think Ladies in High-Profile Media Positions should be Good Role Models, as Fallible as Any Mortal, but Rich in Spiritual, Intellectual and Humanitarian Qualities. InStead, what we Young Ladies toDay get to emulate are Drug-Addicted Fashionistas who are obsessed with Superficial ( and Often Racist ) Beauty Standards and are fetishized for their Clear, if Sxually Nubile, Self-Destruction.
That is Really Fucking Creepy.
Why are Girls toDay being bombarded with Imagery that tells them to Purchase Lots of Xpensive Things to make themSelves look Super Fuckable before they Self-destruct?
I'm asking you, VICE
And VICE Magazine swoops in and promotes Marnell after xoJane fires her as if she were the Greatest Thing to hit Lit for Chicks, 2012 As if her Drug Addiction were Part of this. Because it's what makes her so Cool and Different and Dangerous and Raw and Honest, Right? I have to ask mySelf, for Culture's Sake, is Drug Addiction how we want Young Girls to go about being taken Seriously by Men? Is an Obvious Drug Addict Really VICE Magazine's Idea of a Hot Young Lady Writer? What does that say when creating a Dependence on Drugs is a Primary Tactic used by Pimps to make Young Ladies Dependent them so they can xploit the Girls for Money? Cat Marnell is Honest about her Addiction, yeah, but she is an Addict living an unHealthy and ( having read All her Columns ) unHappy Life. She can do what she wants, but what does she want? Is being an Addict and a Bulimic and a Self-Loathing Narcissist Any Fun beyond the Controversy it generates? Is Cat Marnell's Persona put on for her Good, or for the Good of the Patriarchal Media Establishment in the Same Way Ladies have been, throughout ourStory, reduced to their Value for Others? Either Way, in so Far as, in her Drug Addiction, Bulimia, Beauty Product inFatuation and Self-Loathing Narcissism, Cat Marnell does not act for herSelf but for Others, Cat Marnell is not a Good Role Model for Young Girls. You may disAgree, but I think Ladies in High-Profile Media Positions should be Good Role Models, as Fallible as Any Mortal, but Rich in Spiritual, Intellectual and Humanitarian Qualities. InStead, what we Young Ladies toDay get to emulate are Drug-Addicted Fashionistas who are obsessed with Superficial ( and Often Racist ) Beauty Standards and are fetishized for their Clear, if Sxually Nubile, Self-Destruction.
That is Really Fucking Creepy.
Why are Girls toDay being bombarded with Imagery that tells them to Purchase Lots of Xpensive Things to make themSelves look Super Fuckable before they Self-destruct?
I'm asking you, VICE
Where Girls need a Creative Lady to inspire us, the Men of our Era, the Ones behind the Medias we so Desperately want to be in ( HollyWood, Andy Warhol's Factory, VICE Magazine ), give us, instead, the Drug-Addicted Fashionista. A Patriarchally-Victimized Young Lady who cares More about her Pills and her Mascara than u rooting the Ways in which her Patriarchal Culture has Systematically abused and disempowered her. You know why? Because she's too Weak to fight.
But I am Strong enough. And so I will fight.
But I am Strong enough. And so I will fight.
VICE Magazine calls
itsSelf “the Definitive Guide to Enlightening Information” but
there is noThing Enlightening in the Greater, Spiritual, Universal Sense, about VICE Magazine, there is no Advice,
there are Only Ads and Vice : there is Only Hedonism, Mockery, Fashion, and a Projection that the rEvolution, the Fight for Freedom, is Somewhere else, in Kurdistan, in Libya, but not here in North America. Here in North America we take Drugs and buy Cool Clothes and that Supposedly make up for the Lack of Intimacy we get. These Ideas / Behaviors are Vestiges of Youth and Ignorance, and they errode EveryOne's Self Worth.
I say this, and I'm Twenty Three Years Old.
there are Only Ads and Vice : there is Only Hedonism, Mockery, Fashion, and a Projection that the rEvolution, the Fight for Freedom, is Somewhere else, in Kurdistan, in Libya, but not here in North America. Here in North America we take Drugs and buy Cool Clothes and that Supposedly make up for the Lack of Intimacy we get. These Ideas / Behaviors are Vestiges of Youth and Ignorance, and they errode EveryOne's Self Worth.
I say this, and I'm Twenty Three Years Old.
But, before you tell me I'm a Little Girl and I don't know Any Thing, or you accuse me of being Square, understand, I am the Philosopher of Sx, Drugs and Anarky,
so when I say that VICE Magazine is going about these Matters ( Sx, Drugs & Anarky ) the Wrong Way, that means SomeThing. The rEvolution is Feminarky, my Friends. So, while I appreciate VICE's adding More Girl-Friendly Content to their Magazine, their Continued Use of the cisSxual Caucasian Male's Perspective as their Standard, and the resulting repression of Authentic Self-Xpression that results, means that unLess they acknowledge this Bias Openly in their Magazine and apologize for the Ways in which their Attitude has lent to the suppression of Others - Ladies, for Xample, their Eating disOrders and Drug Addictions an Attempt to cope with a World in which their Girly Ideas aren't taken Seriously, but their Girly Bodies are - VICE Magazine's Perspective will Soon appear as Laughably out Dated as that of the XenoPhobics it is so Fond of acting like it's not One of.
It's Perverse to me that the More Material Power a Girl seems to have in this Crass Commercial World, the Less she has over herSelf. The Amphetamine Addictions / Anorexias of Cat Marnell and Edie Sedgwick remind me of the Bound Feet of Chinese Princesses / the Corsets of Victorian Aristocrats.
Anorexia / Amphetamine Addiction
Foot Binding
The Corset
The Word inCapacitation comes to Mind
Personally, I cannot let this State of Affairs go on. I cannot let Ladies, or Any One for that Matter, be objectified and condescended to, made to starve or mutilate their Selves so they don't have the Capacity to challenge the Authority of People of Privilege. I must get VICE Magazine to change its Tone and Content. My Words will not see the Pages of the Magazine until it does. This is a Threat, for not Only am I a Great Writer, I represent the Release of the Authentic FeminEnergy after Centuries of Patriarchal oppression and I am Powerful and Angry. I am One of the Greatest Artists the World has ever seen and I am going to use this Power to make a Better Place to live for EveryBody.
Where the Amphetamine Socialite is held in a Dependent Position by Drug Addiction, has Sx with Men without enjoying it or addressing her Wants, and relies on Consumer Products with Fancy Names to Beautify her Self, I useDrugs for Spiritual and intelLectual inSight while being in Control of my Use, promote a Fem-Powered and Open Sxuality throughout my Blog, and though Very Beautiful,
Here's a Draft of an Apology, which I Really Really Really Really Really want to see on the Cover of VICE' Magazine in Big Bold Font so that Every One can read it :
I can forgive AnyOne Any Thing as Long as the Repentance is True and Honest. Let's see how you do, VICE
as for Miss Marnell
Soul Animal : Ocelot
Hello. I am Andrea. I am Mountain Lion. I am your Friend, Pretty Ocelot. I want to see the Girl Writers thrive. To do that, they need to survive, and SomeTimes, to survive, they need Help taking out the Bad Guy.
































49 comments:
Are you fuckin retarded ? Why the fuck do you put capital letters in the middle of words. It's so annoying to read I want to gouge my eyes out. You suck at writing.
^ +10millionbillion, how the fuck do you consider yourself a "writer" when you don't even know what the fuck grammar is??? You write like a 25 year old 3rd grader. You should be ashamed of yourself.
I don't think you know Vice as well as you think you do... do some research
Hahahaha Oh, Wow. Got Some Body's Goat.
The random capitalization makes me wonder if this is some sort of Navajo code or maybe a ransom note.
Great article: I have been personally dealing with this issue because of my mother, whom was a party girl in the the 1960s, and was, then; I don't know if now taking unprescribed Valium to deal with anxiety....but, even if she is not taking Valium now , she still has never taken on the issue of her anxiety.
I had to deal with the difficult job of confronting my mother , a few weeks ago, with her anxiety because it was affecting her health; and for it, I got disinherited, black balled from her life, which I had expected.
I had made a few appointments with psychologists to try and understand what I now call the party girl personality; but I canceled them.
I had thought for years that my mother was a “socialite” because she dated, or met a impressiveness list of people: Hugh Hefner (whom wanted her to pose for playboy) Rockefeller,
she also had dinner with a labor leader whom she was dating (practically married too)whom was with Hoffa for dinner.... the list goes... on and on... she would read the names of the list, as if she had entered some world of privilege; as if that would bring her freedom....but, they no doubt were only exploring her....because she was divorced, and perhaps even for their own political of financial motives as well, because, I, on the other side, of my family were millionaires from Rhodie Island, so rich they were Jackie Kennedy neighbors, rumor has it.
By turning my mother into what I guess was popular in the 60s into the dumb blond; they were able to control..I won't go into the details....another trust fund of mine, possibly.
I am a sort of anarchist with a trust fund; but unlike the ones that are written about in the tabloids; I will not tolerate exploration, especially, when it affects me, so when my trustee was using what is essentially my money for her needs I fired her... and believe it or not....I'm probably the first to ever have done it in NYC.
Psychologists would never even understand this anarchistic side my personality; because freedom they think comes from when man adapts to what they read about in the papers etc., as to what civilization is, so they would not understand a Edie Sedgwick or people that need to break free of it, because their freedom comes from being in it, even if it has nothing to do with freedom itself.
The only thing I have a disagreement about is is that I think Edie Sedgwick was very intelligent.
I think some of your insights into are very enlightening.
That's Xactly what it is!
I don't believe I said Edie wasn't Intelligent. I think she was Deeply Wounded. To me, Capitalism and Patriarchy go Hand in Hand : they are Systems that drive Power and Wealth up Ward into Few Hands. Those who buy into Either Capitalism or Patriarchy, either Consciously or sub Consciously, cannot understand the Phenomenon of Feminine Anxiety because they will fail to recognize that Patriarchy and its Social Counter Part, Capitalism, is at the Root of it.
But! We are entering a New Era, and I am One of its Prophets. It is Time for Patriarchy to fall, and Capitalism along with it, to be replaced by Anarkism, which goes Hand in Hand with a New proLiferation of Feminine Geniuses.
It's unfortunate that you chose to format this the way you did. I'm positive I don't get the point of why you would make one of the few cogent criticisms of this whole Cat phenomenon so difficult to read. It's your style, fine. I went ahead and reformatted it myself anyway (that's how much I thought this was worth reading). I suppose with Marnell gaining momentum out there people need to find ways to stand out. However, unlike her, in my opinion you actually are a good writer who doesn't need a schtick to support your words an insights. I agree with so much of what you said here, but, unfortunately, this will probably be both my first and last time reading you.
So while I am here: I also think it's odd that while you reference race when describing Vice, you leave it out when discussing Cat, Edie, or yourself (I clicked the GirlKore link). That's worth looking into. I hope it's not because you're an opportunist that only criticizes the intersections of race, gender, and class oppression when it excludes you. More likely, you do this without thinking about (or trying to avoid) the reality of where you fit in in the systems of oppression you claim to be against.
Good insights on Cat and Vice.
Okay, this is Worth addressing
1 ) I write this Way, with All the Capital Letters, because it allows me to think about Words in More than One Dimension. By diversifying my Punctuation, I diversify my inter Pretation. Also, People write Similarly in German, so don’t assume it is so Difficult to get used to. I love it, Personally. It makes my Mind sing.
2 ) I will admit to a Bias in Terms of aLmost All People I write about : they resemble me. I write about Hot White Girls with Blonde Hair and also about Writers with a Great Deal of Ambition. This, however, is Different than Xclusionary Attitude practiced by Vice Magazine because while I am an Individual xpressing my Individual Opinions about Things that Interest me an Individual Level on my Individual Blog, Vice Magazine represents a Collective or Cultural Movement. When your Collective or Cultural Movement is Heavily Biased towards a Certain Kind of Person ( towards White Males in the Case of Vice Magazine ) you are practicing Bigotry in your Movement. It is my Job to rectify this by confronting Vice about its Bigotry and campaigning for a Change.
Germans write like that because they capitalise all nouns, you just write like a mad person with no rhyme or reason.
On the upside, you're probably a better writer than Cat Marnell is.
There's Quite a Lot of Rhyme, and Quite a Lot of Reason, you just have to go lookiing
Andrea, this and your last piece absolutely rock. I applaud you for calling out the misogynist culture around VICE and "alt lit" in a way that is sympathetic to the Cat Marnells/Marie Calloways you are obviously above.
Actually, you know what? Let me save you the Time - my Capitalization has a Lot to do with proNunciation as Well as with Philological de Construction.
One thing you should know about Calloway is that the large majority of the publicity was (and continues to be) bought by her casino manager parents. Pretty fucked up if you ask me.
Are you serious? "Cat Marnell's Father Literally sent her Drugs in stead of Love." Aside from that horrible and incredibly corny sentence making me want to vomit on a visceral level, you have no idea what circumstances were involved here. You know nothing, and writing that about someone and their father is careless and irresponsible. Also, Vice has many, many pieces written by women (including articles where women dominate men), gay people of both sexes, articles on femininity, etc. And the picture you excerpted with the caption "Why are there no photos like this of men in Vice Magazine?" is terribly misleading. You were undoubtedly trying to make it look like those women were being ranked on their attractiveness, which is not the case. It's taken from a fashion shoot (link here: http://www.vice.com/en_se/read/100th-issue-100-girls-v18n5), and the numbers correspond to a list at the bottom of the page outlining what each of the girls are wearing. Every culture magazine on the face of the earth has fashion shoots, do you have something against that too? Vice, in fact, has many, many shoots featuring only men. So to answer your question, there are tons of photos EXACTLY like that in Vice. Here is one and here is one and god you are annoying.
Who gives a fuck about how Andrea chooses to punctuate? All caps, all lower-case, doesn't matter: her message is on point.
If anything, her punctuation and narrative tone is much more honest than that of others in the blogosphere who have wagged their fingers at Marnell on many occasions in the past. Speaking of other commentary on Marnell, Andrea stands out because she's not shrill or judgmental at all- quite the contrary. She simply pointed out the sexy new flavor of misogyny embodied in the female-aesthetic-destructive-complex right now that's popular within the contemporary media.
That Marnell's problems are out there for everyone to follow is perhaps beside the point; what's more troubling than her "brutally honest" or "raw" writing is exactly the opposite. All she's doing is what she feels like she needs to in order to be considered "provocative" or "cutting edge" as a writer (and indeed, as a young woman) to other people. She's just giving them (i.e. mainstream media blogs, the media in general, her audience, etc.) what they want.
Aside from the obvious jeopardy she is putting her own life in, the saddest part about all this is that Marnell is probably correct in her calculation. Judging by her body of work/social media presence up until now, her writing talent is largely overshadowed by her all-consuming narcissism that feeds her addiction in the first place, and one that is a commonly encouraged by our capitalist and patriarchal culture for women to buy into, not for their own sake, but for society's (profit/amusement/etc.).
What would instead be much more provocative is if Marnell actually employed her writing ability to better use, like Hunter S. Thompson, who at the very minimum was smart enough to focus the larger narrative of his work on his concern about major public issue and the direction which our country is headed. Sadly, that doesn't seem to be the case for Marnell; who instead is taking the easier route abetted by a media organization (VICE) that (on whatever level) benefits from her destruction. I can't say I blame either of them at the end of the day, however, because we can't expect everyone to be as great as Gonzo or the other writers/journalists of yore who matched their literary and journalistic talent with a higher purpose. At the end of the day Marnell ends up looking like a hack, and VICE just like another Corporate Media Interest that commoditizes her, much like Fox News does with Sarah Palin.
PS: While they are employing Marnell as a writer, I don't expect VICE to apologize for anything, either. They just can't condemn other media outlets for being disingenuous journalists with a straight face while expecting to maintain their street cred.
*major public issues
To the previous "Anonymous" poster. The fashion shoots you used as an example so blatantly contradict your argument that I wonder how incredibly unaware of your biases you are. The men are indeed posed in a fantasy land fashion shoot. The "100 Girls" are offered up as real people packaged as exotic indie hipster flavours of the week. I find it demeaning and insulting and it totally illustrates Andreas point that VICE is driven by a young white adult male POV.
Vice Magazine has done nothing to require an apology. You wrote a blog post back in 2009 titled "Yeah Northern BC Yeah Al'Right" (can be found here: http://andreacoates.blogspot.com/2009/09/jealousy.html?m=0 ).
In this post you write about reading vice mag, how you will write for them in the future, and express that you will 'take down Vice Magazine.' Additionally, the last lines show that you will keep Digging until you are relevent in Life and have the Eyes of the World.
You seek attention and validation as a writer. I seriously question your motives in writing about Cat and her new position writing for Vice Magazine (tweeting her and getting her attention to promote yourself--she's a narcisist! Of course she would read it and therefore get attention for you from Vice Magazine.) It seems like you are simply attempting to take advantage of the sensationalism surrounding Cat's recent actions so you can make a name for yourself.
I'm sure if she had read many of your other posts like i did, she would realize that while you are talented, you are also deeply troubled. You abuse psychedelics and entactogens and while you may see yourself as a woman who is similar to Cat, your writing and pictures...your art...betrays you as a lost soul. Your eyes aren't alive. You aren't steadfast in your beliefs. You are desperately trying to be relevant, but it is Lost on you. You've been hysterically pregnant 5 times (now 6?) in less than a year. You believe your visions are of the future only because you know the other possibility is you are mentally ill and someone never wants to believe that is a possibility for herSelf. I don't doubt you have visions. I don't doubt that they show you the future. I am concerned by your abuse of sex and drugs to force yourself to have visions because your persona is Fluid. You believe you need to follow visions to change who you are without any Concrete idea of Who you Are.
Your visions should come to you. You need more education in interpreting your visions. Visions of children can be so much more than seeing the future children you may have. Children and dates could also mean books/art/literature that you create (children Birthed from your Mind's EYE and not your vag) with the date the work becomes art/known/named. Another possibility is these are people you will meet in life who will look up to you as a mother figure. Children in visions are not always biological children.
Your only fault is you don't want to be wrong. Please find someone who can help you understand sumbolism and the meaning of your visions without fcking you. You need a teacher who accepts you solely as a student. A teacher who will help you interpret your visions, not induce more of them.
Once you have a better understanding of who you are, and where your visions will take you, you can proceed with confidence. You will no longer be held back by fear or uncertainty.
*symbolism (not sumbolism)
I mean no Offence whatsoEver when I point out Here in this Space that your Writing Skills could be unfavourably Compared to those of the Average Six-Year-Old. The deployment of Punctuation, Syntax and Basic Grammar is beyond Atrocious. I say this not in order to Attack you but in the Hope that you will at some point Decide to Drop this Ridiculously Pretentious manner of scribbling and Adopt a Style that may do some sort of Justice to the Thoughts and Points you are Intending to Convey.
Get a job, you twat.
Ohhh! Andrea privileges her intuition and employs an individuated writing style. SO THREATENING! How does that make her a lost soul/ mentally deficient? You pansy haters can't fucking handle it.
This is Amazing. Glad I've got People worked up. As for those who doubt my Visions, doubt my Talent, doubt my Future, doubt my Sanity : wait and see, my Friends. Wait and see.
I'm not worked up. Nor do i doubt what you believe. I simply feel you are attempting to manipulate the fame surrounding another woman's life situation to get more attention for yourself. I feel that your writing and self-interpretations of your visions both lack the depth, openmindedness and maturity that only wisdom brings.
If you continue to act blindly following the things you see, you will become even more lost.
Until you learn to concisely speak, your rambling voice will be ignored.
You aren't ready.
Find yourself.
And I will enjoy proving you Wrong, ParodyofaGirl
Thanks; for your responding to my comment....I don't think, I will be commenting much more, because it's to depressing for me, because I stopped doing drugs more then 30 years ago years ago and alcohol around 5 years ago...VICE....is shockingly depressing....but I did find it helpful reading about party girls and/or socialite junkies; because my mother never did get it out of her head, some of the things, you describe about capitalism, patriarchy and anarchy,...her three were, being a party girl, a loyal dumb blonde for the collective patriarchy, and later in her life Republicanism...so now I understand when she gets unstable and rants.... literally screams.... it more then likely are the demons in her head, from the past that are tearing her apart, with possibly some mild Alzheimer's.
My mother continues to drink,and is too far gone; some say a prescription for her anxiety would help, and that it's to late for her to change her personalty. I think drugs, or other ways to help her anxiety would be fruitless.
You aren't the only one who has visions. Something outside of me compelled me to give you information to help you grow.
If you don't consider listening to others who FEEL drawn to offer guidance and support to you, you find you are alone.
Spiritually, you are hearing overlapping frequencies. You lack the skill to tune into one. Your ego is clouding your interpretation of your visions. Your ignorance is simply astounding.
Maybe once you finally lose yourSelf, you will find wisdom.
Maybe.
I FEEL drawn to telling Parody0fagirl to STFU. Lady, you are full of shit.
Hmmm...convey something obviously scandalous, and you delve into the state of my colon? Scatological! What a poignant insight into your mind, anonymous: your mind is a cesspool, your jibe, is quite literally SHIT!
I, however, Couldn't possibly be full of shit. Have you gotten it all off of your chest...might want to shower...
FEEL better?
I do! :-) So much lighter...
Toodles, bitches!
This is the most fun I've ever had reading a comments section.
It Really is Great, isn't it? I hope to get People debating More im'Portant Issues in the Future - I want to air the inJustices of 21st Century North American Society.
I agree with Beach Sloth.
Attention Seeking Non Talent Who Bares All
get thee to a plastic surgeon and possibly a psychiatrist you are suffering from BDD (Body dysmorphic disorder)as well as a bad case of I wanna be im'Portant
you might also want to take a creative writing class in your spare time
Wow girl, this article is so hard to read and so pathetic. Why are you mad ? Get some friends, enjoy life and live and let live.
lol !
Revisited this post again today and it made me think again. Thanks, Andrea, and keep it up! I'm thankful for your words.
you can`t write worth a damn, but at the same time you talk crap about someone who actually can.
whatever you think about Cat and/or her private life, it was interesting enough for you to read all of her columns and write a big-ass post all about her.
you should read them again and learn a fucking thing or two about writing.
and maybe think about getting a life of your own.
if you don`t live, you have nothing to write about.
i think your caps lock would Agree wiTh mE
"I write this Way, with All the Capital Letters, because it allows me to think about Words in More than One Dimension. By diversifying my Punctuation, I diversify my inter Pretation. Also, People write Similarly in German, so don’t assume it is so Difficult to get used to. I love it, Personally. It makes my Mind sing. "
i think that words in 3000 dimensions wouldn`t help you because ur writing like a demented 9 year old.
Read Cat Marnell to learn to write? Oh, you are Precious aren't you?
Also, I'm talking Crap about Cat in this Article? I thought I was trying to free her and VICE from Systematic Misogyny.
Andrea, are you still interested in Cat Marnell? If you are you might be interested to know that two UK newspapers (The Telegraph and The Guardian) have recently published interviews with Cat Marnell and in the comments sections of the articles there has been a bit of a backlash against the former and a big backlash against the latter.
http://www.telegraph.co.uk/women/womens-life/9568718/Cat-Marnell-New-Yorks-enfant-terrible-puts-the-case-for-bad-girls.html
http://www.guardian.co.uk/world/2012/oct/07/cat-marnell-drugs-addict-destructive
Apologies for the failure to provide clickable links but I don't know the correct code.
the saddest thing about mental illness is the fact that it reduces the ability of suffers to recognize the symptoms in themselves
the saddest thing about mental illness is the fact that it reduces the ability of suffers to recognize the symptoms in themselves
The Saddest Thing about having no Sense of Humor / Imagination is having no Sense of Humor / Imagination
Attention Seeking Non Talent Who Bares All get thee to a plastic surgeon and possibly a psychiatrist you are suffering from BDD (Body dysmorphic disorder)as well as a bad case of I wanna be im'Portant you might also want to take a creative writing class in your spare time
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