She who can see her Future Happiness but is not there yet

I have been screaming so Long

I have so Much to say

my Song has become that Mountain

my Song has become that Bay

I write Poems to augment my Self

I write Poems to make my Feeling go away

my Feeling of being Stuck

in this Place

I have asked for what I want

and can see the Future xplode before me, Joyous

The Stasis of the Present Moment, however

weighs on me

I want Every Thing to change

I want Every One to see the Beauty I see

and help me

as I have tried to help

my Friends

I must be a Beacon

to in'Numerable depressives

This is not an Easy Task

It accounts for the Confidence

I brew my Self and drink down

though I have been called deLusional

More Times than I can count  

without this eLixir

how could I build a New World?

I believe to the Point of Absurdity

I’m going to accomplish Great Things

cause or else there is no me

just Some One Ordinary

God shows us our Errors

I want the Opportunity to fix mine

then I'll know

I've earned the Good I'll have